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First day of school makes everybody nervous. XD |
Each of us as an
individual person have various insights in different things. Being one of them,
as a student, let me share you my insights. Of how I expect my life would be in
these new atmosphere.
Initially I want you to know how I feel the first day of
school. No no.. the first day of Campus Clean up <Brigada>. I am really
stress ending the day of our vacation because it is truly worst waking up so
early. Aside from being stress I am quite nervous attending this school year
2012-2013. Due to some reasons like this:
First of all is the fact of facing new sets of
classmates. I am really bad at my social life status. It takes time for me to
find friends. Though I can’t say that they are strangers because I already saw
them in this past two years of my stay here in school being my batch mates. But
I have no idea when it comes to their personality. And can you imagine. You need
to adjust and socialize with 34 persons with different personalities. I am
actually thinking of a quiet room where it was filled with superlative
awkwardness. Why? Primarily my former crush was my classmate (O____O). Second
of all, one of these 34 students was once my foe due to some personal stuff <One
of the main reason was her personality CX>. Good thing before the SY (‘11-‘12)
end I send her an apology message via facebook which I don’t know if she accepted
it because she didn't even send a single letter. Well going back to the business
all my insights where converted into a positivity. I mean there came the
silence but no awkwardness at all, just a little maybe. Everyone in the room
have circles of friends on their own but it doesn’t matter as long as we are
having a harmonious relationship with each other, especially ‘NO Bullying’.
Other reasons were: having new teachers, new adviser, new
subjects that will might crack my nerves <Chemistry, Physics, Spanish>,
new environment, new atmosphere, new classroom, new cleaning group mates, new
seatmates, new seating arrangements, new friends/best friends?, new crush? <Well
Maybe.>
For now I don’t have friends that’s why I go along with
my former classmates during lunch, cherishing the moments were together for we
know that time will come that we will have new set of friends. I feel sad in
our room because I feel alone, there are times that I don’t have someone to
talk to, no group mates to be with. Sometimes I stand and be with other group
of people (though I feel embarrassed inside) just to find someone to talk and
laugh with.
I know its kinda hard being a junior student because of
new stuff that we are to accomplish like the research paper and defending your
research, it’s kinda hard facing new people, being out of place with them makes
me cheerless. For now I am voiceless but I know someday they will hear me, we
will be one family altogether. J
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Sometimes, people write the things that they can't say. |
"Time
decides who we meet in life, our hearts decide who we want in life, but our
attitude decide who will stay in our lives."