Writing things I can't say.

First day of school makes everybody nervous. XD

          Each of us as an individual person have various insights in different things. Being one of them, as a student, let me share you my insights. Of how I expect my life would be in these new atmosphere.

            Initially I want you to know how I feel the first day of school. No no.. the first day of Campus Clean up <Brigada>. I am really stress ending the day of our vacation because it is truly worst waking up so early. Aside from being stress I am quite nervous attending this school year 2012-2013. Due to some reasons like this:

            First of all is the fact of facing new sets of classmates. I am really bad at my social life status. It takes time for me to find friends. Though I can’t say that they are strangers because I already saw them in this past two years of my stay here in school being my batch mates. But I have no idea when it comes to their personality. And can you imagine. You need to adjust and socialize with 34 persons with different personalities. I am actually thinking of a quiet room where it was filled with superlative awkwardness. Why? Primarily my former crush was my classmate (O____O). Second of all, one of these 34 students was once my foe due to some personal stuff <One of the main reason was her personality CX>. Good thing before the SY (‘11-‘12) end I send her an apology message via facebook which I don’t know if she accepted it because she didn't even send a single letter. Well going back to the business all my insights where converted into a positivity. I mean there came the silence but no awkwardness at all, just a little maybe. Everyone in the room have circles of friends on their own but it doesn’t matter as long as we are having a harmonious relationship with each other, especially ‘NO Bullying’.

            Other reasons were: having new teachers, new adviser, new subjects that will might crack my nerves <Chemistry, Physics, Spanish>, new environment, new atmosphere, new classroom, new cleaning group mates, new seatmates, new seating arrangements, new friends/best friends?, new crush? <Well Maybe.>

            For now I don’t have friends that’s why I go along with my former classmates during lunch, cherishing the moments were together for we know that time will come that we will have new set of friends. I feel sad in our room because I feel alone, there are times that I don’t have someone to talk to, no group mates to be with. Sometimes I stand and be with other group of people (though I feel embarrassed inside) just to find someone to talk and laugh with.

            I know its kinda hard being a junior student because of new stuff that we are to accomplish like the research paper and defending your research, it’s kinda hard facing new people, being out of place with them makes me cheerless. For now I am voiceless but I know someday they will hear me, we will be one family altogether.  J

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